With the joys of motherhood come sleepless nights. Motherhood, after all, is not sunshine and daisies. Certain sacrifices must be made. During my pregnancy, I decided to do away with partying and alcohol. It was tough because I lived for boozefests. But I had to stop for my baby. I knew then that it was not going to be easy, especially when Micoy comes. And now that he's here, I'm getting to understand the sacrifices even more.
It's not that I'm not used to staying awake all night. I had that training and perfected the art of un-sleeping during college, as I struggled to finish term papers and projects. But it has been two years since I graduated and since then, I had been able to get seven hours of sleep.
When Micoy was born, I don't get that seven straight hours of sleep. Every three to four hours I had to wake up to feed him or change his nappies. Last night had been the worst so far. I've already fed him, made sure his diapers are fresh and clean, made sure that he burped already but still he would not stop crying.
And then it hit me. He wanted to be cuddled. So I picked him up. All of a sudden, it's all nice and quiet again and he's on his way to dreamland.
He just needed to be held. Oh, my baby.